Just selected a random image of myself from 2years ago with a buzzcut the 1st of my life. I keep it up awhile for close to a year. it was so easily manage I'd just run my hand back through my hair & it would just fling the water off of my head. during that summer while I was still 35. I keep her the lines from Apocalypse Now how? ...he went basic through 35, nearly killed my 18. one tough son of a bitch. that summer & last summer I would get my weight down to 137, 136 lbs. this summer I'll be lucky to get it down to 147lbs & keep it there. I would eat quite a bit too. the difference is this year I started drinking beers/ales through the spring. very good ones for the most part. its like a friend of mine earlier at a buffet was commenting about how he would see a remarkable contrast between a guy he know that needs booze everyday or hill shake apart & my tring all these ales & stouts as like smoking cigars. I agree with that assertion. Except Saturday night it was like I bought a pack of cigarettes. I drank cheap beer that night then sunday night I drank the 3 remaining beers from that 12pack. There are still a few styles of beer I wanna try, especially cause its summer time. if anything the negativity I've endured the most of in life is that of being co-dependent to nasty negative dispersion casting people years ago with all there sneering & jeering constantly running there mouths without any restraint of tongue. Some of em, despite all that are fun. a few were most certainly not.